Thanks, December

I want to die again

Thanks, December. 

The year weighing heavily on me;

The new one even heavier. 

The sins of the past,

The mistakes of the future. 

Digging myself out or digging myself under? 

Time passing me by, 

Life drifting on its way. 

Here I stay,

No longer moving forward. 

Always looking behind, 

Stuck dreading ahead. 

Trying to breathe through the fog I feel in my soul. 

Maybe next December. 

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Hope this finds you well,

-L

If you are thinking of suicide there is help available. In Canada call 9-8-8.

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